My everything. :)

You know I’m trying to make it happen for us right now
I got to do what I got to do, for me and you

I remember we were living like Kings and Queens

In the little tiny castle made of hopes and dreams

It was destiny

It was meant to be
We were so complete
The perfect team
Then suddenly
There’s a glitch in the system and between us is a big strip of distance
They say it’s supposed to make the heart grow fonder
For more like I can tell it couldn’t be wronger

I don’t want you dancing by yourself
And I don’t want you picturing yourself with someone else
I know I made some promises and honestly I wanted this to work out
I didn’t know the shining star I found was bout to burn out so what now?
We go around like a record
I’m feelin’ disconnected and you’re feelin’ disrespected
I don’t know how this gonna wrap up but till I’m home you should turn that track on

remember that time, when we were talking on phone,

i asked if we were to break up one day, would you take me back?

you said you’d take me back in a heartbeat.

then i asked, what if you met another girl and you were about to marry her, and i came back to you asking you to be with me again, would you leave that girl?

you said you will. because you wouldn’t have really loved that girl. even though it’d be unfair to her, you’d still come back to me.

but i guess that doesn’t apply anymore huh..

seeing how things are right now, you’d probably just ask me to go away, and marry her right away.

i miss you so bad.. i don’t even know how to express my feelings rn..

i regret the decisions i made, i regret letting you go, i regret giving up so quickly.

it’s been more than a month and i don’t know if i can take this anymore..

they say time will heal but it seems like it’s doing the opposite for me. it’s getting worse..

i miss you so badly.. 

it’s so easy for me to cry. it’s like tears are always on standby at the corner of my eyes. when i think of us, i cry. tears of regret..

you have no idea how horrible it feels, to be angry at yourself for a decision you made.. 

i love you.. i loved you and i always will love you.

everytime i look at my ring finger, i can see where our ring was. i can see the mark around my finger. it’s been there for so long that it’s not going away.. just like how you branded your name on my heart. it’s not gonna go away.

we may not be together right now.. we may have broken up, but i don’t regard myself single. i just can’t imagine myself with another person, i can’t imagine myself being with someone else who isn’t you.. i know i can’t. i know because my heart is either dead, or just not with me anymore.. i miss you so bad baby.. please, come back to me..

i love you.. 

you said you’d be by my side if i got into a coma.

i hope i can get into a coma now..

at least then i’d have you by my side..